August 23, 2009 — Triathlon Swim Portion
- Swim: 46:39, 6:14/100m
- T1: 4:48
- Bike: 46:26, 25.8 km/h
- T2: 2:27
- Run: 28:24, 5:41 min/km
- Overall time: 2:08:42
- Rank 167
And here we are at race day. Unbelievable! It seemed when I took the first swimming lesson at the end of March that the Triathlon was a long, long time away and for sure I would be a fantastic swimmer by then. Well, I’m a swimmer that much is true…
We had everything ready the night before, packed our transition bags and went through all the possible things we might need. Everybody was far more subdued than the night before when we were joking about our electrolyte “high”. I think everyone even got to bed by 10:00. The alarms were set for 4:30; and the plan was the competitors were leaving the house at 5:30 for marking and transition set-up, while the support crew would leave at 6:30 to meet us prior to race start.
We were all up and having our various pre-race breakfast (although some weren’t really able to eat anything). Valencia rounded us all up and into the car. Once we were in the car and turning around in the driveway Valencia turned to us and said “ok everyone, last chance to make sure we have everything, everyone has their helmets, shoes, goggles… goggles OH MY GOD I FORGOT MY GOGGLES!!” Unbelievable, the most amped up over-organized, keener had left her goggles on her dresser in her room! She raced back into the house and grabbed them. But because of that (the totally organized one forgetting such a key piece of equipment) all of us were shaken and had to get out of the car and visually check our bags for all the important items. After a slight delay we left the house and headed down to the race.
We managed to find a primo spot 1 block from the marking tents, grabbed our bags and got into the line up to get our numbers written on our arms and legs. The line was pretty short and we were all a little giddy with the early hour and the excitement… there were a few too many pictures taken with our arms and legs flashing the “official race number” over the course of the pre-race hours.
Right after marking we went back to our bikes and set up our transition areas with all our gear. Since it was still pretty early (and pretty chilly) we kept on our jackets. Our wave (Valencia, Sandy, and I) was scheduled for 0730. Len and Ed were just before us, and Geoff and Nancy were after us. Our plan was to get in the water in the “warm-up zone”, what a nasty misleading name that is! Nothing “warm-up” about it! None-the-less it is recommended to get in the water to adjust to its temperature and make sure your face has been in (helps prevent hyperventilation at the beginning of the swim).
We did get in the water in the warm-up zone and b/c the air was so cold it didn’t seem too terribly bad. We did notice that MANY of our fellow triathletes had wet suits on, smart ones they were! Valencia and I found another woman without a tri suit and huddled with her under the water until it was time for us to get into our carrel. 0720 and we moved into the carrel and waited for the wave before us to head out. Then it was us lined up on the beach… aacck! Valencia and Sandy and I hung to the back of the pack and we waited for the gun to go off. The water was a little choppy looking but I didn’t really think about it too much since I had swam the day before and managed ok in the swells.
The gun went off and the front of our group rushed into the water, I waded in slowly and started to swim. First off my goggles started leaking, I stopped to fix them and tried again only to find them still leaking, I was now at a depth over my head and had to tread water to adjust them. Finally I got them set up and started out in earnest. Immediately I realized that the water was different than the previous day. Rather than being a regular swell it was choppy, irregular, and coming from a number of directions. It threw me off and I couldn’t get into any regular rhythm of swimming. I felt so useless and ineffective; I was short of breath and felt like I was starving for air. My heart was racing, and my swimming was like plowing through a solid thing rather than liquid. I rolled over to take a break and hopefully calm myself down.
As I was floating and supposedly calming down the waves continued to splash around and over my head. After a while I decided to roll over and try the front crawl again. Again I was out of breath, my heart was racing and I felt like I was suffocating. It was like I had never learned how to do the front crawl in the first place. When I tried treading water waves would hit me and I would start coughing and spluttering. I rolled on my back again and tried to breathe and catch my breath. I felt so annoyed with myself and disappointed that the first 100m were going so poorly. I realized that I was at the very end, there was no one behind me and there was a lot of empty water ahead of me, the rest of my group had already pulled far ahead. I kept hanging onto the fact that eventually I would settle down and be able to swim effectively I just had to keep plugging through until I reached that point.
The safety people in the kayaks were staying pretty close and checking in on me frequently. I assured them that although I appeared to be unable to swim – I was in fact ok. Then suddenly I noticed Sandy resting by hanging on a kayak just ahead of me. I swam over and asked if I could do the same and it was really helpful, finally I could just rest and let my heart rate calm while I was able to breathe easily. I was expecting Sandy to head out again while I was resting but she appeared to be waiting longer yet. Finally she told me she had decided to pull out of the race and the boat was coming over to get her now. I was shocked and suddenly realized that might happen to me; I might have to pullout if I couldn’t get myself under control. Or maybe it just occurred to me that I could pull out, that was a new possibility that wasn’t actually very helpful. I told Sandy I would see her later and I set off again. I still hadn’t gotten to the first buoy – which was I believe at the 250m mark.
I slowly floated and free styled my way up to and around the first buoy. I started swimming to the next buoy remembering that the day before it was this second buoy that was the point where I finally was able to relax and swim. But in fact, I was having a really hard time swimming in this back area, the chop was worse and there was some swell with it. I spent a lot more time hanging off the kayaks to try to get my breath. By the time I arrived here I was feeling pretty demoralized.
Between the first and second buoy I spent a lot of time with the kayaks. I was having such a difficult time swimming and then the next waves of competitors started catching up with me. This was the Olympic distance first and second waves. I was hanging off a kayak trying to catch my breath and all of a sudden I saw churning water and arms and legs coming towards me. We were directly in the swimmer’s path, the kayaker started frantically paddling backwards to get out of the way but with me on the tip it was very difficult for him to maneuver, I let go and swam like crazy to get out of the way while he paddled backwards but still a swimmer who wasn’t sighting almost swam straight into the side of the kayak. Once we were out of the way I caught a hold of the kayak again and realized that in fact with that last move we had actually moved farther away from the next buoy.
Damn! I know I’m not allowed to advance while resting on something but please, oh please don’t take me backwards! Every meter is hard fought and I am NOT going to lose even one of them! The kayaker did advance back to an approximate of where we were before, and frankly I’m pretty sure at this point of my swim no one was going to penalize me for cheating by moving on a kayak… in fact the race organizers might encourage it in order to get me out of the water!
I realized it was going to be regular packs of swimmers coming up on me and that the best way to deal with that would be to get swimming, but swim along the outer edge of the path most will take. So I continued along, swimming, resting, swimming, treading water, and stopping at a kayak a couple more times to get my breath. Between the 2nd and 3rd buoy I noticed how cold and tired I was and at that point it became very real to me that if I didn’t get moving I might have to pull out of the race simply because I was too cold and exhausted to actually make it back to the shore on my own steam.
At this point all the people waiting for me at shore came up in my mind, and funnily enough the other thing was my transition zone set-up! I felt it would be so sad to have it all set up like that and it would remain there untouched for the rest of the race if I didn’t swim the rest of the race. I was feeling embarrassed for being so slow and frankly useless in the water, exhausted at the continued effort and realizing I still had a long way to go, frustrated that for all my hopes of having a good swim it wasn’t happening. While all of this was roiling around in my head I just kept going, little bit by little bit. For one 150m section it felt like I simply swam from kayak to kayak. **GROAN**
Finally I came around the last buoy out on the back side of the loop and started on the straight stretch back toward the finish line. This area was a little more protected and the chop was far less. All of a sudden I could swim again, thank god! That last 100m was probably the best part of the entire swim for me. I did get a little anxious once I started seeing the weedy area but I kept telling myself things like “look at the cute little fishes” and “this is no different than swimming over coral”, and “think about how cool this is, IT IS NOT scary!”
Then I realized I was almost at the place where I could stand, over the sound of my splashing I could hear a general din of screaming and I realized: that is my people, they are still there and they are cheering for me!! When I finally stood up I could hear the announcer saying my name and something about “determination getting through the swim”. HAH, I would say stubborn stupidity but for the crowds, determination works!
My people cheered and screamed while I staggered out of the water with a HUGE smile on my face, I was definitely emotional and when I saw Darryl standing there with this fresh look of relief and pride I welled up and ran past into the transition area. I don’t have a very clear memory of T1, I managed to get my socks and shoes on and helmet, grabbed my bike and started heading out. The entire bike rack was empty and I was determined to try to catch up some of the time I had lost. I ran out of the transition zone and out into the lane approaching the flag holders (which is the point at which you can get on your bike). As I came through the lane all my peeps were there too! They were cheering and hoot-hooting, fantastic! Then I was off!
On to the bike portion, check out the next entry for that story…
